lily-livered
[lil-ee-liv-erd] / ˈlɪl iˈlɪv ərd /adjective
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“I don’t want to go in there.” Henry said.
Loura turned to look at him with a quizzical look on her face. Then she turned to look at the haunted house. A stream of kids and teens entered and exited, along with a few potentially drunk college students. They were the only adults in the line for entry.
“Why not? Is there something wrong?” She asked. “Worried that someone we know will see us? Judge us for still liking Halloween? Come on, look around. Nobody cares.”
“That…that’s not it.” Henry rubbed his arm. It had nothing to do with the late October chill. “I just don’t want to go in.”
Loura looked at him. He studiously avoided the gaze. A wide smile crossed her face.
“Oh my god. Henry, are you scared?”
“N-no.” He replied weakly.
“You are! You’re scared.”
“I…I just…I don’t like ghosts and stuff.”
Loura looked around them. Other people had joined the line after them, so she guided him out of the line. She could tell this was best done a little farther away from the crowd.
“Scared of ghosts? Really?”
“What? Lots of people are scared of ghosts.”
“Yeah, but we’re not going to be seeing any. Look, this is a high school haunted house. The scariest thing we’re going to see in there is the kid’s acting skills.”
Henry looked away from her. He also looked away from the building.
“I know.” He said quietly. “But still. I can’t help it. I just see that kind of thing and I freeze up.”
Loura’s face softened. She stepped closer to him and reached up to place her hands on his shoulders.
“Look, I promise you have nothing to be scared of. The worst thing you have to be worried about is maybe getting some fake cobwebs in your hair.”
“Uh…cobwebs? You…you think there’s
going to be spiders in there?”
“Only the kind that are
made of plastic or rubber.”
“I…I don’t think I can handle that.”
“Henry, what’s really going on? There’s no reason to be scared. There are kids going in there and coming out laughing like crazy. You are 29 years old. You have literally no reason to be scared.”
Henry did not answer right away. He did not want to admit this to her.
“There’s nothing going on.” Henry said. “I’m just a big coward. I get scared easy. About all kinds of things. You just haven’t seen any of that yet. There’s no big, deep reason. I didn’t get lost in one of these places as a kid. I didn’t get traumatized by anything. I’m just scared, okay. I hate it and can’t handle even little things like this.”
Loura looked at him. She knew he was a bit sensitive about a lot of things. She knew he wasn’t the kind of person to take a bullet for another. She was fine with that. She had dated way too many overly macho men in her day, so a gentler man was exactly what she was looking for. But to be scared of teenagers in bad masks? That was a bit much. She would just have to help him.
“Well, I’m going in.” She said firmly. “You can stay out here, all alone, in the dark. Or you can come with me. We’ll go through, you’ll find that you’ve got nothing to be scared of, and we’ll get a few pieces of candy at the end. So, what’s it going to be?”
Henry’s face went through a range of expressions. He looked around. The outside of the building had been lightly decorated. A few plastic gravestones with decorative skeletons. A few rubber bats in the trees. Nothing special. Henry looked like every single one of them was alive and about to jump him. He let out a light whimper, then moved to cling to Loura’s arm. She could only imagine what it must have looked like to others, but neither cared. They simply got back on line and waited, with Loura giving occasional words of comfort and encouragement the entire time.